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Tuesday, January 20th, 2004
3:55 pm
I made a new LJ cuz this one was giving me trouble.

New username: skaboobidiboska.


Sunday, January 18th, 2004
10:06 pm
Work was sooo much fun tonight. I love the poeple I work with...they are the funniest people in the whole world. I'm going to work at Domino's forever. Hah, just kidding. I still love my job though. I hope Steffanie comes and works with me. But yah, Today was boring but I dont really care. I watched Pretty In Pink...I love that movie...and listened to the new Supervillains CD which is also awesome. Ok its been short but I gotta go. Later.

1 week till the Mad Caddies show. YaY.

Current Mood: full
Saturday, January 17th, 2004
11:42 pm
I feel like such a bitch. I just broke up with Tim and hes really upset but I had to do it. I wasnt totally happy with him and I couldnt get close to him because I'm still in love with Matt. I just need to be alone for a while I guess. Need to get my shit together. Spitvalves and Supervillains tonight were pretty cool. I had fun hanging out with my friends and getting wasted. I;m tired now though. Goodnight.

Current Mood: bitchy
11:44 am
Happy Birthday Amanda!
Tonight is the Supervillains CD release party with the one and only SPITVALVES and Green Goblyn Project. I cant wait...very excited. Last night was soooo boring, I didnt do shit. It was a waste of my night off. I hung out with Tim but we couldnt think of anything to do and then he got all upset or something so that sucked. I hung out with Oz and Brittany for a little while. I went to bed real early last night because I was bored. Matt is so sweet. He called me from Chicago just to say goodnight. I <3 him =o) Welllllll my mom is yelling at me to go clean my room so I guess I should go do that. Tonight is going to kick so much ass. YaYYYYYYYYY!!!

Current Mood: ecstatic
Sunday, January 11th, 2004
10:27 pm
Ok so scratch those plans I was talking about for this weekend...I didnt do ANYTHING. I went to work and watched movies all weekend. I did see this good movie called Blue Car though. It was sad and I cried like a little bitch. I felt really dumb. This morning I went door hanging with Oz and Candy and it was actually pretty entertaining for some weird reason.

I'm so sick of Orlando...its boring here. Dont get me wrong, I like MOST of the people I'm friends with here and I'd feel sad leaving them but I dont feel like I belong here the reast of my life. I'm gonna go move to Chicago with my buddy Matt. Hah. Later.

Current Mood: contemplative
Saturday, January 10th, 2004
9:55 pm
Your Jenny Stone! You are not a scene slut but have
been called it! You don't even like ding dongs
most the time. You like to makeout and cuddle.

What scene slut are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Yah, I suppose so...shes pretty *jealous*
11:17 am
All Grown Up and No Place To Go
Yesterday actually turned out to be a pretty decent day. I woke up really not wanting to go to school but then Oz called and said she was driving so I was just happy that I didnt have to take the bus. Me, Candy, and Oz were somehow all in a really good mood yesterday morning and we were listening to the Spitvalves and singing "Did I Stoop Ya." It was fun. We got to first period and all did really good on our report cards so that was also a plus. My day got a little more dull as it went along but then again thats what school does to you. I went to see Big Fish last night (the new Tim Burton movie) and it was awesome. I really liked it a lot. When I got out of the movies I saw Erin and Jake so that made me really happy. Me and Erin are going to get together and hang out sometime soon hopefully. Umm I went home and was real tired so I went to bed early and then Matt called and I talked to him for a while. I wish he still lived in Orlando...we're good friends again so I miss him. I might go visit him in Chicago this summer if I get a chance.

Now its Saturday and my mom, dad, and sister just left for Sarasota a little while ago. I'm not quite sure what I'll be up to today but I definitely need to go get some new shoes since my old ones are pretty much worn through. I'm going to work at 5 and then after work I"m either going to hang out with Leah all night or have Amy spend the night. We'll see what happens. Well I'm gonna go to Domino's and get some chicken kickers. Heh. Later.

Current Mood: good
Thursday, January 8th, 2004
9:21 pm
I'm sad and tired and I dont feel good. I havnt been myself this week...I dont know if it has to do with school or relationships with certain people but its bringing me really down. I need a break. I'm so paranoid about everything that I'm making myself physically sick. I hate when I get like this. I have a lot of homework to do. Dammit. I want to stay home from school tomorrow because I feel ill but its Friday and I want to go out so I have to force myself out of bed once again. My family is going out of town this weekend and I have nothing to do since Oz and Candy are grounded...does anyone want to keep me company? I dont get to see my friends much anymore and I would love to hang out with them this weekend. Give me a call if anyone wants to chill this weekend (321-662-7332). Later.

Current Mood: depressed
Wednesday, January 7th, 2004
6:36 pm
I've had it with school. It blows. I hate my new classes except for student assistant cuz I just get to hang out in the media center all period. But my whole schedule is gay as fuck and I hate it. I have A lunch now and nobody is in it because thats the freshman lunch. I dont have a problem with freshman its just that I'm not friends with any of them so it sucks ass. Luckily some of my friends skipped today and I wasnt so bored. But tomorrows going to blow. Also...this douche bag Brandon is talking mad shit about me and its really pissing me off. Tim told me not to confront him about it cuz then he'll just talk even more shit about me but I dont really care. I'm really fed up with it and if I hear one more thing I'm going to blow up. This kid had like 3 friends and doesnt even know me and hes saying all this retarded stuff that isnt even true. I could make him feel so stupid in front of the 3 friends that he has if I wanted to but I'm bigger than that. I'm just really mad. Whatever, we'll see what happens. Fucking dumb kids.

Current Mood: pissed off
Monday, January 5th, 2004
12:48 pm
The Punk and Ska awards were last night and it wasnt as great as it cracked up to be. MOST of the bands there were good but some dumb assholes who didnt know what the fuck they were doing and starting shit with people for no apparent reason ruined half of it. I feel bad for Zak, he didnt do anything at all. Asshole kids. But yah, I hate Ten New Toes...they are the worst band in Orlando. I want to punch the lead singer in the face, hes so obnoxious. He's a wannabe skin. Hah, buddy, I really dig those fake-ass brass knuckles you used as a belt buckle. Retard. But anywho, all the other bands were good. Spitvalves won a lot of the awards which they well deserved. They owned the show. I <3 them. Skif Dank was also good, I havnt seen them in forever. They were good and all but theyre not the same as they used to be. Oh well, it was still cool seeing them play. Well I'm gonna try and find me a ride to Subway...I'm a hungry Canadian. Later.

Current Mood: hungry
Saturday, January 3rd, 2004
11:19 pm
1) Using band names, spell out your name

Leftover Crack
Against All Authority
Red Hot Chilli Peppers

2) Have you ever had a song written about you? i dont think so
3) What song makes you cry? "in the arms of sleep"-smashing pumpkins
4) What song makes you happy? all the catchy ska songs
5) What do you like to listen to before bed? pink floyd, thrice, or smashing pumpkins


a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 5 foot
HAIR COLOR: light brown

r i g h t n o w
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: nothing at the moment
HOW ARE YOU? ehh, a bit upset

d o y o u
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: bititng my cuticles, holding my problems inside of me until im ready to burst
LIKE TO DRIVE?: sometimes

f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: that 70s show, malcolm in the middle, simpsons, degrassi
CONDITIONER: head and shoulders so my hair doesnt get all greasy. blah
BOOK: harry potter
MAGAZINE: ehh dont really read magazines
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: coke, ginger ale, koolade
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: mikes, bloody marys
BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: AAA, op ivy, choking victim, leftover crack, spitvalves <3

h a v e y o u
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: no, i have a fuckin alarm or else i would
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: nope but ive thrown a rock at one when someone was in it
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY:nah, not my thing

l o v e
BOYFRIEND: i have a boyfriend but im not in love with him...havnt been going out that long
GIRLFRIEND: dont have 1
SEXUALITY: i have fears about that sometimes
CHILDREN: no thanks
CURRENT CRUSH: id rather not say
BEEN HURT?: indeed
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: going out with nathan
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: ahaha, yah but it was worth it

r a n d o m
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: going to shows and certain people
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: meghan, oz, candy, tim, mason, ryan, maybe a few others but i dont know
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: chill with some of my buddies, go to shows, watch movies

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: an hour ago
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: a little over a month ago from my friend Julia in Canada =o)
YOU GOT E-MAIL: few weeks ago
THING YOU PURCHASED: taco bell last night. yummy
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: real world, it was dumb

y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
ABORTION: its all good i suppose
TEENAGE SMOKING: i dont care
SPICE GIRLS: i used to like them for about a month
DREAMS: they make me sad because they are usually so good and feel real but then i wake up and it wasnt real and i get upset
12:48 am
Sad =o(
Tim was worried that I liked Matt still. He told this to Amy but finally told me today. I wish I would have known he felt uncomfortable. I feel like an ass but then again, Matt is my friend and I'm not going to ditch him either. Things between us are finally better so of course I wanted to hang out with him a lot. I wont get to see him again for a whole year which blows. I'll miss him...as a friend now. I cared about Matt for a really long time after he left but I''m with Tim now and I like him a lot. I dont want to hurt him. So now I feel a bit sad that I made Tim worried but I think it will all be alright. On the other hand, I went bowling tonight and I kicked ass. YaY.

Current Mood: sad
Thursday, January 1st, 2004
1:17 am
Happy New Years kids. I'm buzzed right now but coming down. Everyone just left but I had a pretty good time. Oz, Candy, Big Hed, Britni, and Tim all came over and we just chilled and stuff. Good times. I had to work tonight which sucked but atleast I got out in time to still hang out with everyone. Yesterday was my last day at that stupid office job...im so glad. I hated that job more than anything...I couldnt be myself and that aggrivated me more than anything. The Spitvalves show on Sunday night kicked ass. Everyone was there and it felt just like the old days. Me and Matt talked for a few minutes amd things seemed to be cool I guess. Then he called at 3:30 in the morning and we talked for almost an hour. He appologized for hurting me and that made me really happy. I'm glad we're through all the awkwardness now. Umm, so thats about all thats been going on lately. I have to work tomorrow which should be really busy because of all the football games that are on but I have the rest of the weekend off so I'm pretty relieved about that. Well I'm goign to peace out. Later.

Current Mood: wipped out
Sunday, December 28th, 2003
12:46 pm
Lotsa Fun
Spitvalves Old-Skool show tonight at Wills. Woot woot...be there =o)

Current Mood: excited
Saturday, December 27th, 2003
12:21 am
So I just got home from hanging out with Tim. We went to Infinite Mushroom to pick up my Pennywise ticket but the place was closed so I was sad. We went to Waterford to look for Mason to see if he wanted to go bowling but we couldnt find him so I called Oz and she met us up at Target with Big Hed. Then we went back to Tim's house and I walked him dog. I want one so bad. Sigh. Tomorrow I'm going to Static with Oz and Candy and Tim. I want to get this pimp jean jacket cause the one I got in Montreal is too big. My throat is starting to hurt, I hope I dont get sick. Oz, if your reading this...I just wanted to ask if you were mad at me or something. Because lately it seems like you and Candy dont really want to hang out with me anymore. I always have to make the effort to see you guys and you dont seem to care. Just be honest with me so I dont feel like I'm being screwed over. Well anyways I think its time for bed now. I'm tired. Later.

Current Mood: down
Monday, December 22nd, 2003
10:27 pm
More Surveys
1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i dont think i had any new years resolutions

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
yah, my moms best friend angela

4. Did anyone close to you die?
not really close to me

5. What countries did you visit?

6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?

7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
october 13th...cuz i got to go onstage and dance my ass off while singing with ken casey

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
getting a job

9. What was your biggest failure?
not being able to hold a relationship

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
a few colds here and there...and lots of bruises from shows

11. What was the best thing you bought?
cell phone

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
anyone but me

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?

14. Where did most of your money go?

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?

16. What song will always remind you of 2003?
"In the Arms of Sleep"-Smashing Pumpkins

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? happier
ii. thinner or fatter? same i think
iii. richer or poorer? richer

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
lots of stuff...im not a very fun person

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
weed even though i didnt do it a lot anyways

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
at home with my mom, dad, sister, and grandparents

22. Did you fall in love in 2003?

23. How many one-night stands?

24. What was your favorite TV program?
malcolm in the middle, that 70s show, the simpsons

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
ohhh yes

26. What was the best book you read?
american skin

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?

28. What did you want and get?
a job

29. What did you want and not get?
a car

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
pirates of the carribean

31. What did you do on your birthday?
went to school, went to dinner with my parents, and hung out with tim and big hed

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
i would have never met nathan

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?
jeans and band shirts

34. What kept you sane?
music and friends

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
billy idol

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
bush being a dumb fuck

37. Who did you miss?
matt and jason

38. Who was the best new person you met?
matt, jason, oz, candy, and big hed

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003:
dont fall in love

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
i am a loser, i am satan, i am jesus christ, im me, there are no winners in this fucked reality

1. Go to a party? yes
2. Try something new? yes
3. Have someone/something change your life? yes
4. Kiss someone? yes
5. Tell your family and friends you love them? all the time
6. Buy something extravagant? yah
7. Do something nice for you? probly
8. Do something terribly wrong? possibly
9. Move? no
10. Go to a concert? of course

Best of the Year:

1. Party: the one i went to with erin and jake...blac bloc played
2. Show: all the spitvalves shows...and dropkick murphys
3. CD: no gods, no managers
4. Movie: pirates of the caribbean
5. Song: "in the arms of sleep"
6. Experience: lots and lots of shows
7. Concert: i already answered that
8. Book: already answered that too
9. Month: october
10. Day: a lot
11. Best internet friend you made: i dont know

Worst of the Year:

1. Party: most of the ones i went to
2. Show: deroot...i dont even know why i went
3. CD: the new rancid cd
4. Movie: from justin to kelly
5. Song: a lot of stuff
6. Experience you had: bah
7. Concert: already answered that
8. Book: she said yes...fuckin horrible
9. Month: august
10. Day: i dont remember

Hopes for 2004:

1. Predict something that you think will happen in 2004? the same as this year
2. What do you hope changes about your country? we get a better president
3. What do you hope for yourself? i become more optimistic
4. What do you hope for your family? they cut me some slack
5. What do you hope for your best friends? that they dont forget about me
6. What do you hope for the rest of your friends? same

During 2003:

where were you when it began: home
did you stay up: yeah
what was your new year wish? there was none
how many boyfriends: 4
broke up: yah
have any crushes?: yes
care to mention names? no
person who made you happiest: my friends
new friends:everyone
had to say goodbye:jason and matt
missed anyone: yah
win anything? not that i remember
best place you went to: san fransisco
worst place you went to: deland
happiest moment: too many
how was your birthday: it was alright
Sunday, December 21st, 2003
11:00 pm
Schools out for 2 weeks. Yay. To bad I have to work my ass off with 2 jobs. It'll be good though because I spent way too much money on x-mas presents and I need to put that money back in the bank. I'll be very glad when x-mas is over. Anyways, Friday night was the Spitvalves Christmas show and it kicked fuckin ass. I had to much fun and danced and sang the whole time. Good times...and all my buddies were there too. Matt is back from the Navy for a few weeks and I saw him there. I talked to him for a few minutes and everything seems to be really good for him so I'm really happy for him. It wasnt too weird talking to him so thats cool. The Spitvalves are the coolest band ever. I always have so much fun at their shows. I cant wait till theyre old skool show next Sunday at Wills. Its going to be great. Ummmm, yesterday was kind of a blur. I know I finished off my x-mas shopping, went to work, and then hung out at Tim's house after work. Me and Leah exchanged x-mas presents which was awesome. She got me this kikass Misfits poster and an Op Ivy sticker for my wall and patch. Today, me, Oz, Candy, and Leah all went to Target and got pictures taken. Oz had the crazy idea that it would be cool. We all look fuckin goofy as hell but it was still fun. Theyre my bestest friends and I dont get to hang out with them all the time like I used to so it was cool. But yah, I must get going, I have to wake up at 6:30 tomorrow and I dont want to be a cranky bitch. Later.

Current Mood: free
Thursday, December 11th, 2003
10:42 pm
Yay, my computer is finally fixed. Actually being 3 weeks without a computer was probably good for me. It didnt bother me to not have it except for when I needed to work on my project. But anyways...everythings been really hectic these past couples of weeks. Went to the Unseen and Suicide Machines show 2 Mondays ago and then the Anti-Flag show this Monday. Both were mucho fun. Umm I got another job now so now I have 2 jobs. Blah. Its hectic but my new job is really cool...I work at the medical law firm my mom works at on Orange Ave. Ive learned so much there and I've only been there a couple of days. Ohh ok, so jon, I have a theory on the whole Santa Clause and Big Brother thing you posted a while ago. I dont think Santa Clause is involved with Big Brother, I think Santa and God are the same. I mean look at this:
1. They both see you when your sleeping and awake.
2. They know when you've been bad or good (Santa has the good/bad list, God has heaven/hell.
3. Santa has 12 reindeer, God has 12 desciples.
4. Santa has his elves to help him out, God has his angels.
But last and most importantly...
5. Both are probably NOT real.
I'm sure there are plenty more similarities but those are just a few. But anyways, I must go study. I'll talk to you guys later.

Current Mood: cold
Thursday, November 27th, 2003
4:06 pm
Bah, today sucks. I've been researching my ass off all day for an English project I have to do. Its hard but oh well...better than hanging out with my grandparents all day. Ummm, my lack of updates have been because of my computer dying. I'm on a friends computer right now. Everythings been alright I suppose. I went to the Unseen and Suicide Machines show on Monday night. Had a lot o fun there and then I had no school for the rest of the week so that was good. Tomorows going ot be a pain in the ass. I have to work until 11:30 PM. Dammit, there goes my night. I'm going to go now. I have absolutely nothing to say.

Current Mood: aggravated
Monday, November 17th, 2003
3:08 am
My weekend was pretty good. I didnt stay home much and kept pretty busy so that was cool. My mom was in Montreal this weekend so it was just my dad and sister. I'm so jealous. I miss Montreal...havnt been there in forever. Maybe I'll go up there this summer if I save up enough money...anyone wanna come? So anyways

Friday night I went and picked up Tim, Jeremy, and Amanda. I almost got in 3 car accidents. They were all my fault though so oh well. I was a little too impatient during one of the red lights on Lake Underhill so I just pretty much drove into on-coming traffic. Then I drove too fast down Chickasaw and almost flipped into a ditch. And then I almost ran some guy over in the Target parking lot. Fun fun. Sooo, we went bowling and it was really fun. I actually did good and Tim only beat me by a few points. Yay 4 me. After we were done bowling we went to TAco Bell and then Donato's to go see what Oz and Big Hed were doing. They were fighting and then Amanda and Jeremy started fighting. So me and Tim walked away cuz I felt dumb. We went to Barnes and Noble and looked at some pirate books and the new Micheal Moore book...I want it. Umm, then I drove everyone home and walked Tim's dog. I also want a puppy =o(

Saturday I went out to lunch with my dad and sister. It was nice spending time with my dad because he's always at work and I dont get to see him much anymore. Whenever he gets home from work, I leave for work. So we went and ate at Papa Joe's. After lunch, I went to Static with Candy, Oz, and Britni. Then I went back to Oz's house for a little while and hung out. Had to go to work at 5:30. It sucked balls so I left at 8. My grandparents were at my house so that wasnt much better so then I went to the town center with Tim. The sprinklers went off on me and it was cold. Lol.

Sunday was pretty boring. I drove my sister around everywhere and went to work. Not very fun but oh well. Today also sucked because I kept getting in trouble for really dumb reasons. Whatever, my teachers are dumb. Well thats about it kids, I have to get going. Bye bye.

Current Mood: hopeful
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